tough assignment

~ 6th-11th Sept Miri, Sarawak ~

Received an assignment which i have done before on 8 years ago, mountain tracking search for Orang Asli, call "Penan" who lives inside the tropicana rain forest mountain between East Malaysia and Kalimantan. my goodness...go there again...headache...headache, i really hate leeches...can feel they waiting for me donate some bloood to them...suck suck suck..yummmy!! last time still remember we need to use 7 hrs non-stop go through 2 forest mountain to locate them, me and the reporter almost wanna gave up..totally run out of energy. this time, uh oh...really no idea. good luck to myself...so have to go shopping buy this n that to stock-up.

anti-leech socks, small powerful touchlight, Puri-Safe pills, raincover, swissknift, covers, cigarettes, salts, lightweight foods, cameras and etc......

Promises

Sound abit crazy..is 5.07am in the morning, i still awake and writing this. Recently i always sleep late..at least 3, 4am, just dunno why, may be im too lonely..think too much. since cannot sleep, i go sulf my friends blog and my sister blog, saw her photos she took during holiday trip to Langkawi Island with her boyfriend and their friends, its straight remind me of HER...my wife

Our paths has been separate because of i have gave her too many broken promises, till now i feel hateful inside me...i try to pull her back, but can feel she has lost confident on me because of my empty promises. i didn't blame her, blame myself instead on what i had done to her. She still here...somewhere in KL, working as a sales manager of a foreign logistic company.

Like ppl said, when a thing broken, is broken..no matter how you stick it back, its remain a crack, a wound on its. I did try to my best, but the wound become cancer.

never-never simply give promises to your love one, which actually you cant do it.